Most people know that I am an intelligent person, I may not be a genius like Einstein but let’s just say I have an average IQ. But when it comes to Love, I am the most stupid person on earth aside from Mr. Bean.
The most stupid thing I did for love was writing it on a diary. Yes, believe it or not I have this HUGE (super HUGE) crush on someone when I was in my freshman years in college. Let’s just call him “Nichru”, I met him during the first year orientation. He was cute and cool and has hair like Sea Urchins. Most of the girls had a crush on him and was very open to let him know that he is cute while I, on the other hand, just kept my mouth shut and let my friends do the talking. We met and we were classmates in some subjects and we became friends. For the other guys, I think it was quite obvious that I had a crush on him but he was so insensitive.
So, I started to write on my diary again, but instead of talking to my diary, I was talking to him. Every single day I wrote a love letter to that young boy beside me. I even began to stalk him(LOL), okay I was crazy. I asked for his number through his friends, texted him and calling him without telling him that it was me. He doesn’t even know it up to this moment. For four long years, I have loved him and when graduation came I was about to come out to my shell and give him my Diary (full of love letters to him) but I never got the courage to do so.
Up until now, he doesn’t know about my feelings towards him but still I am thankful that I have come to my senses and stop my craziness before he thinks that I am a lunatic.